tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-56932790022537758532024-03-13T00:19:01.354-04:00NittoaiCrafts and life. A journal about everything!Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.comBlogger53125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-29482078230305673902011-03-27T17:17:00.002-04:002011-03-27T17:20:23.511-04:00Need to breakout!Kind of pulling out my hair literally about being stuck in the house for various reasons. Mostly do to money but now it seems like not a good enough reason anymore to stay in the house. I'm thinking it's time I had a little change of scenery and started to get back to doing what I used to do for fun. Just wish those things wouldn't be so difficult to bring others into once in a while.Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-42493627790235126852010-12-22T03:50:00.003-05:002010-12-22T03:57:57.652-05:00Break TimeSo it's the end of another semester and I'm kind of glad it over. Just because of all of the drama that's taken place at work which usually got me down, it's nice to get away from it from a little while. I'm still amazed that I was able to get the full time position they posted recently. I guess it just was my time. :) All in all it's one of the best Christmas presents I could have gotten becauseNittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-31010870694271120842010-07-28T10:15:00.002-04:002010-07-28T10:15:59.217-04:00Nothing really changesI think I'm starting to feel under the weather again. Though I think it's due to increased activity and it's hot as hell outside. I'm sure the muggy air isn't helping me. I've been noticing lately that I've been that I've been more tired recently and sleeping a lot more but still don't feel as refreshed as I think I should feel. The weekend is coming up so I can try and catch up on more sleep andNittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-45568376718639655832010-07-01T10:05:00.003-04:002010-07-01T10:10:00.238-04:00Thrusday's Friday!To get the crappy stuff out of the way: I'm really disliking dishonest people. I know that things can be taken in and out of context but sometimes people have a way of pushing things to far. All I can do is suck it up and move on. I'm not going to let these people get to me. Just have to wait it out and the day will be over soon! Whew! Now that I've said my piece about negative stuff now to the Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-8597114601460492262010-06-30T10:02:00.004-04:002010-06-30T16:55:30.597-04:00Same old same old...I try to do what I think is right and it still blows up in my face sometimes. I think I'm making an effort and at times it never seems to be good enough. I can only try my best at things and make the best of whatever situation. That being said I'm trying to focus more on my hobbies instead of dwelling on things I can't change. So here are some updates!I'm at the halfway point of working the cuffsNittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-73925341394888089382010-02-27T10:42:00.005-05:002010-02-27T11:27:43.334-05:00Time to ReflectAfter talking and calming down a bit; I feel the cycle starting to crack a little. I still don't know if things are going to be different in the long run but I'm trying to take things one day at a time. All I can do is try to push through the pain so to speak and keep going.I've finally been able to get back into watching anime. It took me a while to find some series that I could get into. While Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-19822359728614603952010-02-22T06:14:00.007-05:002010-02-25T06:20:30.730-05:00Endless CycleStarting to feel trapped again. I'm sort of stuck in a cycle that won't be ending anytime soon. So far it's only going to work and coming home to kind of be stuck in one room. It's usually okay for the weekends for catching up on things but during the week it's just starting to wear me down. I mostly say this because I know that at work for the most part I'll be stuck doing a big tedious project Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-73018137776392382682009-11-27T03:46:00.001-05:002009-11-27T03:46:53.831-05:00Nanowrimo '0963,884..Woot! Finally semi accomplished something! XDNittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-90802179894603532912009-09-03T21:05:00.001-04:002009-09-03T21:05:53.445-04:00BreakthroughWell sticking to my guns and talking things out seems to have worked out for the best. I think now that we’re talking more I can start to focus on other things that I’ve been neglecting again.I’m at sort of a stopping point with my story. I need to make time to camp out somewhere and really focus on where I want this story to go. I have a vague idea but I’m still having trouble trying to get whatNittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-80962861703482936582009-07-05T12:46:00.001-04:002009-07-05T12:47:26.513-04:00Knitting UpdateWell its been a while since I've posted some pics. I haven't been a complete bum these past few months so here's some pics of finished objects and wips I'm working on. Enjoy! X3Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-42656838265519907502009-04-13T06:09:00.001-04:002009-04-13T06:09:26.986-04:00UpdateDoing a little bit better today. I was able to get motivated to clean up around the house and just start to feel better about myself. I still feel unsettled with the way things are but I still just try to keep going on one day at a time. I don't know why but for the past few weeks I just kept feeling sorry for myself. At times it really does suck having low self esteem but it's something that I Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-45438544432540143942009-03-27T12:22:00.002-04:002009-03-27T12:26:33.924-04:00Life<!--[if gte mso 9]> Normal 0 false false false EN-US X-NONE X-NONE MicrosoftInternetExplorer4 <![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]>Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-8607680172977969652009-02-20T16:14:00.000-05:002009-02-20T16:15:40.375-05:00FridayI don't know what it is but people this week are really starting to annoy me. It's like each day they try to prove their stupidity to me. Currently our machine to add money to their library cards is down so to compensate we're giving them free copies and printouts from the computers. You'd think after saying it once they'd get it but no...they continually ask you like three times in the course ofNittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-30688606695198636242009-02-03T09:45:00.001-05:002009-04-13T06:09:55.352-04:00Blue DaysWell still battling with some mild depression. It still comes and goes. I just wish it would go so I can get my life back on track. I'm sick of crying all of the time and feeling lonely. I know that most of what I'm feeling is just internal drama that I've either already dealt with and just can't seem to let go or stuff I still have yet to voice. I was talking to an old friend who kind of stirredNittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-50513181752306829992009-01-16T09:14:00.001-05:002009-01-16T09:14:50.833-05:00They're back!!Our squirrel free day was just that...a day. Now we're just hopping that the two squirrels we've got aren't male and female so we won't have to worry about babies in the next couple of months.Last night I felt better once I had some quite time to myself. I'm currently getting caught up on True Blood. Awesome series btw! :)Just would have been nice if I got to get to sleep on time well. I was justNittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-66984087006341735552009-01-15T12:45:00.005-05:002009-01-15T16:07:34.351-05:00Squirrel free! (for the moment)So finally after 2 weeks of having 2 squirrels loose in the library, we were able to chase them out!Running around was the last thing I wanted to do this morning after the scare I had just an hour before. Driving on my way to work this other guy and I were almost hit by another car. The guy was totally running a red light just to cut in front of me and the guy next to me just to get into my lane.Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-75558921161898565122009-01-07T08:12:00.000-05:002009-01-07T08:13:06.224-05:00Happy Birthday to ME!!Yay! 31 and I guess loving it. *shrugs*Updates:Staying temporary at K's boss's house till we're able to find a house. Which I'm starting to really warm up to the idea.Finished a pair of ankle socks with the 2-at-once technique in like 2 weeks. (Pics will come soon)Just about over a cold that I seemed to pick up with all of the chaos of moving and the weather change.All in all just can't wait to Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-79534279600437981842008-12-09T08:36:00.001-05:002008-12-09T08:36:51.783-05:00TuesdayUgh...So I can't wait till the weekend but even though I say that I'm pretty sure I won't be doing anything productive. I guess the X-mas blues are starting to come early for me. I just don't know what to do with myself. I've been knitting more since I let writing go and I've finished two small projects already. My tea cozy and another scarf. I guess I'm just trying to get rid of my yarn so I canNittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-51430490067727342342008-11-05T15:36:00.000-05:002008-11-05T15:37:18.474-05:00Hump daySo making a little progress with my novel. Still have a bunch of editing to do but I hope to break 10,000 words tonight or get damn near close to it! heh heh So far I'm liking the way this version of my story is turning out. Just have to keep trying to connect scenes so they make sense. Sometimes the creative process really urks me. *sighs*In other news...yay for the new pres!In other other news Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-20897488255819318452008-11-04T09:00:00.000-05:002008-11-04T09:01:37.937-05:00TuesdayWell last night I had a little breakthrough with my writing. After making some progress finally with the first chapter I remembered some of the parts I needed for my new story were in my old one! So now for some of the parts that I'm currently writing I just have to edit the hell out of my old story so that it'll fit in with my new one. I'll be able to get the word count up a least a little more Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-54968773660071210072008-11-03T08:22:00.000-05:002008-11-03T08:23:04.918-05:00MondayWell have it all planned out to either hang out here after work or go to Books a Million to write some more. That's the plan at least. I think last night I made up a little from my lack of writing on Saturday. Sure I didn't write as many words as I would have liked to but I did manage to crack through the little block I was having. Hopefully today will be better!Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-87052235316438479882008-10-31T08:38:00.005-04:002008-10-31T12:35:28.882-04:00Happy Halloween!Happy Halloween!!!So far today isn't starting out so great for me unfortunately. I woke up twice during the night and just made it to the bathroom before semi-puking. Wasn't full blown but still kind of unnerving considering I didn't really stuff myself that night. I've been good about eating more during the day but I don't know what's causing my stomach to be so upset. It's been a few hours Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-30217205121028576662008-10-30T07:40:00.000-04:002008-10-30T07:41:37.043-04:00Weekend almost hereSo last night I went to bed with yet another headache. I don't know what it could be from. I've been going to bed it seems earlier and earlier each night, so I'm sure it's not from lack of sleep. Course with the cold mornings it's really hard to want to go into work sometimes. *shivers*I can't wait to get started on writing my novel! I managed to finish the outline on Wednesday so on Saturday Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-58060091042984885432008-10-27T08:07:00.002-04:002008-10-27T11:54:12.927-04:00WeekendWell this weekend I had a lot of fun. On Friday night after work K and I met up with some co-workers to view the History of Halloween from an Astronomer's point of view. Was very educational. Only part that semi sucked about it was the late hour that we had to be there. It was entertaining so that made up for the late hour. Though it was kind of fun to poke K to wake him up. heh hehThen Saturday Nittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5693279002253775853.post-52811454937940671142008-10-17T11:46:00.002-04:002008-10-17T12:56:06.230-04:00Friday!Yay! It's the weekend...in a few more hours! *happy dance*I managed to lift some of the weight off of me my talking to my supervisor about the situation I've been dealing with in the mornings and she was like 'why didn't you tell me?!?' I was like I thought things would change with my other co-worker being there but it hasn't so I came to you. She was very understanding and she went along with myNittoaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00751973171250420896noreply@blogger.com0